Search for myself

This note about search for myself.



I oscillate between two places.


One : BULBUL BAGH, BARZULLA, SRINAGAR

Place where i am born & brought-up. Here i spent my childhood.Playing with my friends.Pranks on my neighbors.Studying in a best school.

Though i spent my entire life here yet i feel like a stranger.


Two: MANDIPORA, DORU,ANANTNAG

Village where my ancestral lived from ages.My great grandfather,my grandfather,my father,my uncles,my aunts,my kins & kith.

Though people of this village are strangers yet i feel some strong bond with them.

My parents migrated to city for a decent life, better job opportunity & quality education for me & my sisters.

I feel village has disown me & city has yet to accept me.

I have lost my identity.
My life is at a crossroad.
I am plagued by a question of identity & search for myself.

But someday, i will find where i really belong to & who i am.